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Becoming

Don't break my wings when I fly, my Love
Don't dampen my Spirit when I'm shiny either.
Let me be who I am becoming
Let me face my own demons
So I can say,
That I too was the hero in my story.

If only you knew how hard it was to dream.
Heavy on gravity, low on brevity,
If only you knew how hard it was to see.
You'd wax my wings cold 
And inquire about my untitled conquests.
About how my scars played Keteke on my guttered back
And my sentences, becoming meaningless when I stammered.

If only you knew how hard it was for me to speak.
You'd thread my words with a thumb of thimble,
And knit carefully between each cotton syllable 
Till they sounded purposeful.
If only you knew..
You'd allow me become.


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